Idle musings

Enough has been said about this, but here goes: Nothing changes. The neighbourhood uncle's eyebrows contort with displeasure at my choice of clothing, just as the pimp at the bus stop eyes my body with glee. I don't know whether to shift in discomfort or to lift my chin up in defiance. Everybody is content to grab their paycheck without an once of sincerity whereas I am torn between duty and security. Optimism fights to stay afloat as the cynic in me takes over. Again that refrain - What is the world coming to? How long can the era of selfishness last? Is this life a blessing or a curse? Am i ungrateful if I say the latter? At the back of my head, I hear the age-old accusations - that I am luckier than many. Is it defeatist to say the fate of the woman hasn't changed? No answers, and I am forced to go on. Too tired to ask the same questions over and over.

The Sky is Pink (2019), directed by Shonali Bose, is a tearjerker for different reasons. Apart from its main storyline involving a fatal illness, it touches beautifully upon how a family holds together in times of intense crisis; how it is no cakewalk for either partner. Priyanka Chopra delivers another impeccable performance as a typical caring mother, Aditi Chaudhary,who is as dedicated and efficient a parent can be, and as emotional as they get. Of the many little ways in which family members care for each other, the scene where Niren (Farhan Akhtar) starts humming another song in an effort to cheer up his wife, is one I found heartwarming. 'Dil Hi Toh Hai' has become an obvious favourite. Though the major storyline is predictable as with such films, one can't help loving the Chaudhary family and their tale of perseverence and hope. But it is so much more than those two words, go watch it! Who knows, you might be glad that you couldn't get tickets for the current po...

Days like these fulfill me - When the most unruly kids oblige Throwing my worries to the empty skies Making me forget my weariness In misplaced words, despite sullen smiles Little joys that are most rewarding.